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Thursday, March 9th, 2006
3:35 pm	WHOA so it's totally been 6 months since i put anything in here. not surprising, seeing as i'm big on the whole pour out my heart to a sreen. not saying that's a bad thing, if you want to do that sure, but it's not something I would do haha. so yea... lets see, highlights of my year so far. ok, none of it matters up until Joseph. I recently helped out with the choreography for Joseph and the amazing technicolor dreamcoat. It was a blast! One girl who was supposed to be in the show got really sick, and i was asked to fill in her part! OMG so fun. I had never rehearsed with the cast before, but i just went on stage not really knowing what i was doing. the first night was kind of a disaster. lost my costume. but THEN i was asked to do 2 more shows, unbelievable really, and they were totally awesome. I love theatre so much. butnow it's over and i'm quite sad. but i know i'll get over it eventually and there's always next year. wow, i have to get in the shower. Current Mood: satisfied (Comment on this)
Friday, September 30th, 2005
11:38 pm	SOOO my wrist is like... dead. i was playing ultimate frizbee, and george and i both ran for the disk, but somehow i got his shoulder in my hand, and it got bent back. aaaaand at first i couldn't wiggle my fingers, but after the inital shock, i could move them. the whole time i was thinking "oh gosh... i won't be able to dance." lol... the only thing on my mind. so that's not really an issue. so now i have a fat thumb and purple thumb. pretty excited to see what color it is going to be tomorrow. this took forever to type cuz i only have one hand. so i think i am going to stop before i lose the other wrist. pray for me! Current Mood: amused (Comment on this)
Monday, September 12th, 2005
3:07 pm	well, now that Blake has yelled at all of us to update our journals, i will. jeez. so, school has started. I just started today. w00t haha. it was quite nice actually. never thought i would say it felt nice to do school work, but it did. Yesterday I went to the performance group audition and i think i pulled almost every muscle in my body. my back is... dead. i'll get over it. I think the audition went well! they said i dance in my comfort zone, which i agreee with, but it was my first time dancing since June soooooo. haha one choreographer made us do this combination where we had to act like insects... i just gave him a weird look and kept on dancing. i'm sorry, but i don't think whether or not i can act like an insect will effect the fact that i can dance or not. so i didn't really care. but when i went in to talk to them, i was expecting them to be like " you didn't even try. you should have tried" but they didn't w00000t! i'm so happy it went well. and i didn't cry!! hahah last time they told me one thing i did wrong and i started balling haha such a loser. but it's all good now. i'll repost and tell ya if i got in or not. yesssssss hmm maritime dance academy is not being very cooperative. i'm supposed to work there this year, but they haven't told me when yet. and i think i'm supposed to start tomorrow. but i dont really know. and i don't know how to find out. bah! kind of stressfull. LIFE TEEN RETREAT SOON! i can't wait. but dee can't go so i'll be sad. lucy and i are running away together, just so you all know. she was telling why she was sick of... stuff, and i realized that i should not care about it either. so i asked her if she would run away with me. and she said yes. *yessssss* i love you, lucy. p.s. not everyone is in love with me last night was core team appreciation night at life teen, and a few of us teens did the skit. haha it was a good time! i had to pretend to be joey williams hahaha, lucy would have done a better job, but joey said he liked it lol. and then i ate a lot... wait! no i didn't! yesssss. ok, so life is pretty good right now, so if you have bad news, don't tell me. i want to be happy for a bit longer lol. umm i love my friends!!! Current Mood: content (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, August 11th, 2005
8:44 pm	w00t. we (judith, ruth, adam, julie, dee, lorenz, nathanael and i) went to the buskers today. i was so exciting to see squid, but they were only on at 6, and of course, it started to down pour at 5:45 BOO. i've heard so many awesome things about them. oh well. maybe next year i guess? the usa breakdancers were pretty good! but they cut there act short cuz they thought it was going to rain, but it didn't rain untill 45 mins after the cut it off. so, i just had a really stinky day at the buskers. then we all came home and dee adam and i practiced out trio, the prayer. i hope it will sound good. i just can't play the piano and sing at the same time yet! i need to work on that. then my dad ordered pizza, but he didn't get enough, so we had to order some more. which just came now. and now i'm so full i feel sick. that's why i'm being stupid and sitting by myself, upstairs, while everyone is watching king arthur. blah. this is such a depressing entry. i'll try to spice it up a bit. ok i can't think of anything exciting right now. cuz all i'm thinking about is how i have to talk to someone about something, but i don't want to. but i'm just leading them on if I don't. *cries in corner* blah. lord, give me strength. yaya! Jesus makes me happy. i've come to have to this new love for mass. like, i've always enjoyed it, but i actually look forward to mass now! so exciting! i yearn to go to mass. w00t. can't wait till youth group tomorrow. man, now i'm excited. AND it's thunder and lightening outside. my fav thing ever! if it wasn't wet, i'd be outside sitting on the deck. but i've had my share of wetness today. i don't feel like being soggy again. so my friend just came back from Brazil. i didn't even know she went! haha what kind of friend am i? she lives in cape breton, so maybe that's why i didn't know she was going. but she had an amazing time and she was telling me all about it, she found her vocation. to be a herald of the gospel. SO AWESOME! and i'm so happy for her. but it just makes me wish i knew what was going to happen with my life. all of my friends know what they are going to do, but i have no clue. what i want to do is dance. but there's no hope for me in ballet, i'm too short. and i'm ok with that! so the other day i was thinking, maybe i could study modern? there are no body types for that. and i apparently i'm pretty good, so i think i might try that. and my dance school has a company that does mostly modern, and they've been wanting me to come a try out for like 3 years, but i never did cuz they rehearse on sunday, and sunday is church and family day. and it costs extra money, which my family doesn't have. but it's do-able. so i think i'm gonna try out! and be awesome. lol. i just pray that it is the Lord's will. i do have a month to decide, too. w00t. la la la. my brother left for Germany today, to attend world youth day. i'm so excited for him, and all the other pilgrims going. i'm going to miss his so much! he adds so much to our family. even thought our family is kinda big, you would think if someone was gone we'd be rejoicing at one less person, but as soon as we came home from the airport, we were already discussing his return. we miss our siblings! is that weird? lol. i hear all of these stories of ppl who don't miss their siblings when they go away. I DO! i love my family. w00t. wow. i didn't realize how much i actually typed. so i'm gonna leave ya'll.God Bless Current Mood: contemplative (Comment on this)
Monday, August 1st, 2005
12:40 pm	it's august!! kind of scary. This weekend my cousin came down from Saint John. I love her. she's so awesome. we had some really good talks. and why am i talking like a robot? let's see. so this weekend was pretty crazy. Friday we had had skit practice for the conference coming up! and after that we had youth group. so ppl were at my house from 2 - 11:30. pretty crazy! Lucy, Dee, and kt slept over friday night. THAT was a good time. so funny. then saturday i had a meeting for this conference which i pretty much fell asleep at. and then i was going to go see robin hood, but my friend gave us the wrong place so my two sisters, kt and i ended up walking around downtown halifax for like a year. and then we went to jacob connexion outlet. MY FAVORITE STORE NOW. they had such a great selection of great stuff! man. i fell in love. i don't know why i had never gone there before this weekend. so then we came home and ppl came over around 8 to hang out untill fireworks. and i was so messed that night! i felt so out of it and almost.... drunk. but i wasn't! lol. so weird. I was sad when ppl left. sunday, we got up to go to the seminarian at our church's going away party. i didn't really get to know him too well, but he was a pretty awesome guy. then in the afternoon we went bowling and kt and I were pro at bowling. Judith fell on her butt. i laughed. then we went to wendy's for supper and i ate so much. it was sick. then i went home.. freaked out cuz i couldn't find my sisters talk that she needed for church that night. and spazzed at trying to find her bf's cell number. but i ended up finding it! YAY! then mass was pretty exciting. i was looking forward to it for a whole week! i just needed it. life night was ok... ruth's talk was awesome! but the girls session afterwards was kinda... boring. but whatever. and then lucy kt and i went to the bathroom while everyone was going to the church, and we come out of the bathroom and i walk into the church and everyone was listening to someone talk. and kt goes, very loudly, "why is it so quiet?" and everyone stares at us. way to be pro at being inconspicuous , kt. haha it was good. and then we came home, watched sword in the stone. and bu watch i mean i fell asleep untill my sister came home, had a good talk with her about stupid boys... then kt came up and we talked some more. pretty exciting. then kt left this morning :(. very sad. and she's off to Germany so i won't see her for like a year. kind of depressing. but i'll get over it. i still have lucy <3 LOVE yea, i think that's it. not very exciting but i needed to write everything down and be cool. Current Mood: curious (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 14th, 2005
3:46 pm	hey hey! Steubenville was amazing!! holy cow! everyone should go next year, like seriously. the bus ride up was pretty awesome. I love Katie so much! and everyone!! the whole retreat thing was going pretty good and normal, nothing exciting was happening until adoration. that was when the fun stuff started happening. lucy and i were balling our eyes out, my eyes still hurt from all of the crying. and it didn't help that on the way home i talked to adam and he made me cry again. man, my eyes are sore. and then sunday was awesome. girls talk... this girl did a rap. it was pretty funny. i don't really like rap. unless it's righteous B! *dies* and then the bud ride home was fun too. i'm so happy that ppl said what they said on sunday night. there was so much reconciliation going on. i'm just so full of love. so if there is anything you want to tell me, but you are scared as to how i might react, tell me now cuz i don't think anything could bring me down right now. w00t! *dances* yea, that's pretty much it! GO JESUS (Comment on this)
Friday, June 24th, 2005
10:23 am	wow. i always forget to update on this thing. i check everyone else's, but don't put my own. so here I am. let's see what's been going on.... not much exciting stuff has been going on. yesterday I went to audition for the sound of music. that was a bust! lol my song was good! they said they liked my voice, but i totally screwed up my monologue. i forgot like everything so they asked me to start again, but i still forgot it so i started improvising... and lets just say improv is not my forte. oh well. Dee got called back! she is very happy, and i'm happy for her. my dance recital was on the 19th, that was fun haha. all of my dancers were awesome! and after my recital, lucy and i went to see the other maritime dance academy location's recital... which we will never do again. it was so bad. i can't believe i'm going there next year haha. no, it's not that bad. i'm over exaggerating. i did my pointe solo's and those also went well. there was one time i went on and my pointe shoe got stuck on the marly and it wouldn't move haha... so i just did some swanish arms. go me. and then another time i ran on and i was supposed to stop centre stage, but one time i like fell over and couldn't get my balance. it was nice. i went to this ultimate frizbee camp on wednesday, and it started raining so we played in the rain. it was so much fun! but i couldn't really see cuz my glasses got so wet, and i would have taken them off, but i don't think i would have been able to see any better with them off, so i kept them on. Current Mood: bouncy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, June 3rd, 2005
6:24 pm	Lord, please help me! i fear i have made a mistake. Love, Elizabeth (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 29th, 2005
3:45 pm	I DON'T WANT TO GO TO MY PIANO RECITAL! DON'T MAKE ME GO!! P.s. Danielle Rose is my favorite. (Comment on this)
Friday, May 20th, 2005
10:17 pm	OMGGGG i love everyone in the cast of hair! you guys are soooo awesome! you actually blew me away. I thought becasue i had "seen" it like 10 times before, it was going to be just the same... but it was so much better! i'm just so pumped right now. and i'm waiting for family to get back from the healing mass. i just want to jump around. this is not good. TOMORROW IS JOHN AND SHERRI'S WEDDING!!!! i can't wait! and i'm super pumped to serve at the reception. it'll be so much fun.. i don't even know who's going, really. all i know is it's my family, lucy, jackie, mnatt, and chris i think. whatev! CREEPY!!! my computer mouse just started slowly going across the screen and i wasn't holding it.. i was typing. IT'S POSESSED!!! BAH! i wish... no i don't. so my week was an alright week. it was mostly spent at the theatre helping with hair and make-up. but nothing really needed to be done cuz the director didn't want that much make-up and they are supposed to be hippies so they wouldn't have had anything to do their hair with so one night i fro'd bekcy m's. it was HOT. So next year Diane is doing Les Mis. i don't know much about it so i'm going to google it. the answer to everything thing is "google it" i'm going to go do that right now. PEACE (i feel like a hippy) (Comment on this)
Monday, May 16th, 2005
2:07 am	So i'm watching mean girls. such a good movie in it's own little way. Hair opens this Wednesday!!!!! well, open dress. I am so excited for everyone, but i'm trying not to cry at the same time lol cuz this is the time where i REALLY wish i was still in it. but oh well. i'm just happy I can be at almost every show and be with like all of my fav people! lol i'm so pumped. Aaron Samuels from mean girls is so hot lol this is such a random entry... i don't have much to say, really... (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, April 29th, 2005
11:49 am	G# minor - You are not totally happy, and you know it. At least you are trying to do something about it. You like to think and create to try and sort out your problems. Keep going the way you are, and you will soon be on speaking terms with your demons. that makes me sad... (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 27th, 2005
10:29 am	OMG I HATE JOEY MELANSON RIGHT NOW. he sent me this e-mail about a car add, and it said that there was this mysterious LITTLE white cloud around the car as it drove past. so here i am looking for a LITTLE white cloud when a massive demon face pops up. so i fall off my chair and run away screaming. it wasn't even funny. i'm so shaken right now you have no idea...i will never recover from this. i don't know what to do with myself... everywhere i go i see that face...*cries* Joey will pay for this. if any of you get this fwd, don't open it unless you want to crap in your pants. Current Mood: scared (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, April 17th, 2005
10:19 am	So, i just got back from yet another lovely trip with my family to Saint John. we left yesterday afternoon and the trip up was not so bad. the party lacked excitement, BUT i did go to see Beauty and the Beast done by Harborview high. thaaaaat was interesting. It was directed well, but the singing was ok and the acting was... not acting. the lead had a very vibrato-ey,classicaly trained voice. So i didn't really like her voice. but i'm complaining too much so i'm going to stop. I've been getting really bummed out lately. just one of those times that you can't figure out why, but you are just bummed out. but tonight at adoration, i kind of realized why i was bummed out. I was not doing the Lord's will. I was always questioning "why does she have a nice voice?" or "why can she dance better than me?" silly things like that. but then i realized that maybe God doesn't want me to sing or to dance and he has something else in mind for me. cool. So, on my way out the door coming home from S.J, my grandfather gave me a hug, and for some reason i started to cry, and then I started to walk away, but he wouldn't let go of my hands so i looked back and I saw the face of Jesus. my grandfather showed me the love i needed in that one look, the most beautiful look I have seen. so i thought later that he was Jesus, and i was trying to pull away from him, but Jesus will not let go of me. no matter how hard i might try to get away, he will not let go. SO now i'm all good cuz Jesus will never leave me. w00t GOING TO MONTREAL ON WEDNESDAY!! it's going to be awesome. w00h00. Current Mood: energetic (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 27th, 2005
3:12 pm	JESUS CHRIST IS RISEN TODAY!! w00t. This was such an awesome easter weekend. It was so relaxed, other than the night I watched The Passion. Cried like a baby. anyway, yea. I felt happy. Loved. It blows my mind every time I even think about the suffering of Christ. While watching the Passion, I always try to picture myself in some of those situations. I could see myself in almost every person. I saw myself in Judas, betraying Jesus for my own worth. I saw myself in Mary Magdelin, being the one no one wanted but Jesus took me in, even though I was a sinner. I saw myself in the crowd, going along with everyone else, even though I might not have believed in what they were doing. I saw myself in Jesus, taking all of the things people say against me and giving it to my God. Doing it with love. Such a beautiful story. I wish everyone knew what Jesus went through to save them. Before they were born. Before they had sinned. He was the first one to love them. And he had not seen you before he did this. But all he knew was that he loved us and that was enough for him to die. On a tree. It hurts me so much when people don't care. How can you not care? (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, March 26th, 2005
6:07 pm	BOO I don't want to quit Hair! I got the e-mail back from the director and she said I had to choose between dance an Hair. How can anyone possibly choose between those??? seriously. I'm so confused on what to do. so i sent once back to her asking if I could just come when I can abd be in the scenes that they are doin when i show up. which makes sense czu I don't say anything. seriouslu, anything. and not to have a big ego, but I can pick up on things very quickly. faster than most ppl in the show. I know I could do it. but she said that would confuse the audience. meh. but yea, she sent one nack and in the first paragraph it sounded like I could be in it and come when I can, but in the second paragraph it sounded like I still had to choose. *SO CONFUSED* whatever. the Lord will figure it out lol w00t. go Jesus! Current Mood: worried (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 24th, 2005
9:47 pm	HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA that was funniest thing that has happened in a long time!!! My little sister (6 years old, keep in mind) was sitting in the front seat of our van and we were in the shoppers parking lot and she randomly starts doing that thing from the comercial... at the moment i forget what it's advertising, but the one where the guy goes around "whooing" and has the horns on his head type dealy.. yea.... my sister did that for about 15 minutes staright. The reactions from ppl were amazing... one guy laughed histerically, most like ignored the 6 yr old screaming child, and my mom walks out of the store, hears mary, and pretends she can't find her car, and then she "finds" it and goes towartds it.... IT WAS HILARIOUS my family is great most of the time hahhaha <3 'em!!! hahahaha that was definitely what i needed to spice up my night. Current Mood: amused (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 23rd, 2005
10:12 pm	La La La! I don't really hav anything interesting to say... that I want everyone to read.. just girly stuff like " I saw _____ today. teehee teehee" that kind of foolishness lol. Yea.. I need something exciting to happen in my life... it's not like i'm sitting on my butt all day or anything, I do do (?) extraciricular activities, but nothing exciting as of now. I need to like... I don't know. Go to Saint John or something. Heck yes.Best place ever *shankes head* but my cousin is there that's all I need haha.... yea that's about it. sorry for boring all of you! Current Mood: weird (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, March 19th, 2005
9:55 pm	OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG JESUS CHRIST SUPERSTAR WAS AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I LOVE DIANE AND DANNY AND TIM AND GUY IN HOT PINK PANTS!!!! i am such a good mood right now. but it makes me think. theatre gives me such energy and it makes me feel so awesome and passionate about it, but then i get pooped cuz i'm not very good. but i would LOVE to do theatre. that would be my dream come true. to be known in theatre. but it's kinda late for that. who knows. maybe God has something in mind lol. wouldn't that be awesome. HAIR IS GOING TO BE AWEOSME! EVERYONE GO SEE IT! MAY 17TH - 21ST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yea, that's pretty much all I have to say. I LOVE THEATRE AND PPL IN HAIR! Current Mood: determined (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, March 18th, 2005
2:39 pm	It's been a while since i've updated, so i decided to lol. I had this weird Red roasted pepper and parmesan cheese salad dressing for lunch, no not for lunch, on my lunch lol, and it is leaving the nastiest taste in my mouth. sick. This week was Hair "Camp" it was so much fun. But a LOT of work. in total we worked for 24hrs. i had so much fun tho! learnt some new dance moces lol. I'M SO SAD, OUR CHOREOGRAPHER IS LEAVING :'( i love him so much in a non creepy way! he's so awesome! i'm so sad :( blah. I need to find myself a dancing guy. someone I can dance with haahahahha that'd be funny. I'm watching degrassi for the first time ever. It's inda exciting. Some guy just got beat up. eep! but yea... or he could be gay. that's not cool. OOO he's cute lol. ok, stop. I GOT 11 HOURS OF SLEEP LAST NIGHT. YUSSSS Current Mood: bouncy (4 Comments |Comment on this)